#for context: an old friend moved to my city and we've been keeping her rent the spare room for the past 6 months

[vampnyx]

unbelievable depression hit bc my roommate is coming back after a long weekend away and god I just need her to move out already

#for context: an old friend moved to my city and we've been keeping her rent the spare room for the past 6 months #i thought she was moving here to hang out with me but she's been blowing me off for one night stands and guys she doesn't even like #like truly a fuckboy. but in a girl way if that makes sense #anyway I've just been feeling like the backup plan this whole time and it drives me more insane by the minute. i need her out #and like telling her doesn't mean anything. i don't want her to hang out w me out of pity or bc i said something #bc then it won't seem like she genuinely wants to #I'll probably just make a snarky comment about it or something. it's what I'm best at #also did i mention she isn't even staying in my city? but moving somewhere entirely different? sorry being around me is so horrible 🙄 #(ok it's bc rent is high here but still. like she just moved here for 6 months for cheap rent and is fucking off. great. cool.) #waste of my goddamn time. ugh