#gaauuughhgh i hate feeling like THAT SHOULD BE ME I SHOULD BE WITH HIM but alas. i cannot change my crush's feelings

[valpuduzz]

my crush is so cute and so lovable i missed talking to him TOO BAD HE'S TAKEN❗❗❗❗❗❗❗

#the meowing of a cat 🐱 #ive been pushing these feelings back because the few times ive talked to his partner she has been an absolute joy to talk to #and i wanna talk with her more #but i will say it idc anymore im extremely fucking jealous of her 😭😭😭 but i cant even be mad. she is so pretty and funny and lovable #which genuinely sucks and makes me feel guilty because she is so nice :( both her and my crush do not deserve someone like me feeling this w #ay about them #uughhhhhh i feel like such a shitty person but i cant help being jealous.... #but it feels good to finally admit it and not deny it #but still. i feel like some kinda creepy obsessive bitch over him even though ive been trying my best to show my support for their relation #ship. #(this fucking word limit i stg....) #gaauuughhgh i hate feeling like THAT SHOULD BE ME I SHOULD BE WITH HIM but alas. i cannot change my crush's feelings #i hope things work out with my crush and his partner like genuinely. im insanely jealous but i will fight this jealousy by supporting them. #out of love and also out of spite for myself