#haven't had *one* anxiety attack over hosting Thanksgiving which is INSANE

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ngl I've gotten like 95% of my Christmas shopping done, a solid 85% of the gifts wrapped, and I've already gotten most of the food for the Thanksgiving meal I'm hosting including the turkey and I haven't freaked out abt any of it not even once like........ I'm trying not to be like omg I'm gonna jinx it but I'm pretty proud of myself rn

#haven't had *one* anxiety attack over hosting Thanksgiving which is INSANE #I host every year and every year it's like fml fml fml fml #this year I am doing really well! and asking for help where I may need it! and planning it out w/my family #and there haven't been any arguments about any of it it's just been ok yeah I can do that that's a good plan! #really happy abt the Christmas gifts too cause that leaves me more time to decorate and plan for Christmas #which I also host every year #I mean even the kitties have gifts and they're wrapped and ready to go lol #idk man I'm just...... happy??? I feel so much better on my meds dude. #erin explains it all