#having to be subjected to like weird covert proana posting and unendinggggggg obsessive conversation about 'beauty'

[idlebug]

finding a blog that posts cool art music and fashion: 😁

all the other posts are reminiscent of 2014 "pale blogs", full of "ballet aesthetic" adjacent images, very pale thin women's bodies / exploitative model photography, childish anime girls in sexy poses with meme text over them, and text posts from op talking about dieting and skincare: 🙁

#this might sound extremely specific but i s2g i always see this shit on the blogs that show up on the 'in your orbit' thing #and that's kind of insane considering how much of that shit i have blocklisted and how meticulously i try to filter through before followin #and it's esp disappointing when i see this kind of blog is where a cool mutual of mine is reblogging from #i hate being so closely adjacent to this stuff like COME ONNNN i am trying to live in a bubble over here man this is why i'm not on tiktok #and yet i still can't escape the red scare podcast ass aesthetic contamination leaking onto my dash #like this is why i'm just gonna have to stay on my nerdblogging shit forever because it's the only way i can use social media without #having to be subjected to like weird covert proana posting and unendinggggggg obsessive conversation about 'beauty' #i used to be one of those annoying ass fandomblogger turned normie talking about skincare all day and it was the lamest thing i ever did #get real and start blogging about yaoi before i kill you <- joke #ok i'm getting mad on the internet this is bleak i need to go take a walk and look at the stars and the moon and then delete this xo #hashtag spread love hashtag love wins