#he's just a sad boy. i wish hoyo gave him a s/o and made him happy lol

[hanyi-writes]

you are alive, under his fingertips. there is warmth from your cheeks his larger palms hold and he gently guides you to lift your head so that you meet his eyes.

and they sparkle. they gleam and glisten under the light of his shared home with you. curiosity and worry makes them shine even more, the chuckle upon seeing them brimming his lips and leaves him.

is this an inspection, general? your playfulness is not lost on him. he replies in kind with the same energy, how would you feel if i told you i was inspecting how beautiful you are?

the embarrassment on your face squeezes his heart. makes his heart leap and fly as if it was soaring the clouds. even now, you have the instinct to act shy. it reminds him how vivid you are; how your emotions cross every spectrum. don't flatter me like that, you pout at him. you're flattering me so i don't ask you why you're cupping my face so gently.

(do you even know why he's doing it?)

it was not jing yuan's intention, but he makes it his own. hmm, you know me so well, he says smoothly. leaning down, a kiss is gently placed on your forehead.

and if it was some other moment, he would pull away. but today has been rough. goodbyes were said to the friends he thought were dead and now, he is all alone.

except, he is not alone. he has you.

jing yuan? what's wrong?

the worry in your eyes has become vibrant now; curiosity vanishing and replaced by concern. your eyebrows furrow and your hand envelops one of his, turning your head to kiss his palm.

jing yuan?

he smiles. nothing, he tells you. i love you.

and then, there is relief. your worry remains but is overtaken by the relief and you look beautiful. so beautiful that he reminded that you are here, here in his arms.

i love you, too, you idiot.

hmm, your idiot.

a wide smile on your face. of course.

#hanyi-writing #jing yuan #honkai star rail #jing yuan x reader #honkai star rail x reader #hsr x reader #that thought / hc of jy having physical touch & acts of service as his love languages has never once escaped me. #i think someone like jy who grieved the loss of his friendships and watched his friends distance themselves #would want to feel that his s/o is real. alive #that they're not dead like baiheng is #that they've not turned cold like his old master did #that they've not changed like his two friends did #he's just a sad boy. i wish hoyo gave him a s/o and made him happy lol #but they like making everyone in the hcq suffer