#hes showing every display if emotional trauma. neglect. and mental shutdown in the book and you think he looks 'bored'

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CW - mind-blowing lack of critical thinking skills, spider slander, etc.

what in the HOT HELL is this (blurring out the user cause I'm not here to start drama)

Bored??? the poor thing looks emotionally damaged.

he finally got rescued by the people who abandoned him for months, who he was willing to be tortured and die for, and he had to watch his brother die because of it. not only did he die, but he died in front of him, for him. spider and Lo'ak were the ones holding him up as he bled out (we can't see from the angle, but he also probably held pressure on the exit wound).

he saved his dad (which I won't be discussing why I don't blame him for that, cause I don't care enough) who cared for him more in a couple of months then the Sully's did for him in 16 years. he has no idea what he's supposed to do, what's expected of him. he feels out of place in what should be his family. he's never been included in family life with them and now he's at the funeral of his brother. the women who almost killed him literally 5 feet away.

he looks like he's dissociating, numb, cause I don't know, he's a kid who just want through a shit ton of traumatizing events back to back. he looks hesitant because he knows one wrong move, one ounce of perceived disrespect could get him killed.

he looks like a traumatized 16 years old reacting to his brothers death. cut him some slack. there is so much going through his head, he's just floating through the motions.

if you think he's being disrespectful, check yourself, cause that's genuinely terrifying.

#spider haters are something else #like this is embarrassing #'bored'? #please get a life #he looks like hes 5 seconds away from having a breakdown #he looks like hes trying to hold it all back cause he feels like it isnt his place to mourn #hes showing every display if emotional trauma. neglect. and mental shutdown in the book and you think he looks 'bored' #if you truly think that #please never interact with a single greiving/traumatized person ever again #cause I havent been through hald the shit he has and thats still what I look like when I grieve #disbelief. numb. somewhere else. #thats just how some people cope #dear god #I have little hope for people some times #avatar spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #spider socorro #avatar spider #spider avatar #avatar 2 spoilers #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #he'd be acting like this regardless of neteyams death #he literally went through SO much trauma #so of course he looks like absolute shit at HIS BROTHERS FUNERAL #its the nail in the coffin for his mental health