#hit all the spikes that he wants. and that's why osamu choosing a different path affects him more.

[sashimiyas]

what i love about the twins (miya) is that when it comes to their partners, they do not understand the concept of me before you.

and what i mean by that is, a partnership with them embodies the true meaning of us and a family unit. you become one with them. your emotions are theirs and despite them being upset, if you need consolation, it will always be you before them.

it's easy to look at them as selfish, but naturally, because they've always shared everything, they look at their partners as a true extension of themselves. atsumu's grief has never been for him to own. he knows that if he loses, the loss does not affect just him, but osamu as well.

so when it comes to emotions, the twins have never regarded their feelings as their own. everything has consequences and the direct and indirect effects are far more apparent because they have each other.

your pain is theirs. your success is theirs. you are part of who they are. and that's why it will always be you. you over him and never him over you.

#reinas.inretrograde #i just clocked out and was washing my face #when i started dry heaving bc wtf i love them so much it makes me sick and my tummy twirl #okay so we've seen the boys outwardly selfish and stubborn but really at the end of the day #they are the least selfish people. they do not live for themselves. they live for the other. that's their purpose. #i live to prove to you that i will be happier. i will be happier if only FOR YOU #thats what i get out of that anyways #but i think this comes more naturally to atsumu than osamu #i feel osamu looks out for atsumu. makes particular choices because he knows his brother is his unflappable mouth and sizeable ego combo #so he wants to protect his brother from whatever idiocy atsumu comes up with #but in my head atsumu is instinctively an older brother through and through #hes never looked at himself as an individual and he's made life choices based on how osamu would react. ie becoming a setter so osamu can #hit all the spikes that he wants. and that's why osamu choosing a different path affects him more. #but atsumu when it comes to providing love. once he knows you're it i think he is the most unselfish man. yeah he still has an ego andpride #but he's so consciously aware of his actions and words and the possible affects it could have. and when it comes to his partner it is so #easy to set it aside. you know. blah blah blah gonna finish my skincare