#i GASPED when i heard myself say 'ficar' bc nowadays i never say it. i always say 'posar'. idk if theres a difference in definition

[minglana]

im watching a video of 7 year old me explaining the logistics of feeding the soca (the catalan/aragonese shitting-present log) and oh my god my accent.... my catalan is so un-castillianized in some aspects but also castillianized in other, even weirder aspects... and girl.... the ɛ's.... shes a best friend shes family.....

#AND MY GESTUREEESSSS😭my god no wonder ppl thought i was weird. what being an only child does to a mf w old(er) parents #the like 2 minutes i speak in spanish w my dad is like THE MOST aragonese accent and grownup gestures ever. some of them i still do of cour #course*. but im fucking. im fucking cryiiinnngggg give me back that accent😭 (not all of it. the un-castillianized parts) #i GASPED when i heard myself say 'ficar' bc nowadays i never say it. i always say 'posar'. idk if theres a difference in definition #but ive noticed that my mom and rest of my family do say it but i neverrrrr say it. even tho ive told myself multiple times #that i need to start saying it. i made myself adopt 'seure' instead of 'sentar' like 2 yrs ago so idk why i cant w this one lmao #anwaaayyyyssss god i want more videos of myself now just to analyze my speech. as embarassing as it is to watch 7 yr old me #gesture and speak like a 60 yr old mediterranean/southern european man (when speaking spanish) #z xarre