#i don't know why the stewnrice is the only thing that doesn't leave me in abject agony it just IS

[killbaned]

i had to wash the cast iron frying pan so that i have somewhere to put the crock pot so that i can wash it so that when i get more stew beef, hopefully tomorrow, i can get more stew going and

i was soooooo brave about it

#i have. to wait until my paycheck drops so i can afford to buy the stew beef :( #but i may not be fucking awake when it drops so i can't order it until i get up which means i can't start it #until i get home #which likely means i'm not eating tomorrow rifp #i cannot overstate how i'm like genuinely scared to try eating anything else #i don't know why the stewnrice is the only thing that doesn't leave me in abject agony it just IS