#i don't mean to poop on people's fun !! but the capitalism has corrupted all the fun and im going mad

[samaspic31]

how the fuck do i kick the entire planet into not doing bad shit. how do i bring back forever use objects being the norm. how do i thanos snap plastic and overpackaging and things science has demonstrated beyond doubt to be harmful out of existence. How do i destroy normative thinking from my tiny small individual life that might lead me to meet maybe max a couple thousands people let alone bond and inlfuence them. how i live without participating to unethical shit when the entire structure of everything pushes me to it and destroyed the alternatives or made them luxuries. the situation is too late to do things half way and the gvernement isn't even doing that on the things needed to keep everybody alive and insisted on hosting two of the most waste inducing sports events. My mind is gonna break get me out of here to where i can do SOMETHING anything without having to think of capitalist destructive structures PLEASE

#im having a villain arc about failing to make my lifestyle environmentally ethical and to shake my entourage out of their habits #tack on regular old bigotry and unwillingness to change of the ppl i do have channels to convince and complete inability to reach ppl in po #er #and the pervaciousness of those issues in ALL areas of daily life all the object surrounding me and all entertainment #im walking in nightmares constantly and everything feels pointless not good enough and doomed #depression lies and happiness isn' t stupid but i genuinely cannot get joy in those conditions there's like sirens blaring in my head and #the entire would have to flip the switch off for it to stop screaming #im gonna make a tag for climate anxiety induced rambles #everything is wrong #i can't even pick up a lego set without thinking of plactic waste and overpackaging #i don't mean to poop on people's fun !! but the capitalism has corrupted all the fun and im going mad #my goals for what mainstream society are so so far and unachievable and yet they'd be the only saving #anyways past to posting mindless fnarts. typing on a computer feels bad with how it's produced #i just. make stuff ethical im begging