#i know on my last sketch i said i was trying to reacclimate to making ''pointless art'' but. why would i want to

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#rrrrrrgfhfhfhfhf worked myself up into the Art Block Brain Funk again =__= #i feel like... i don't know if i know how to explain the feeling I'm dealing with #like when I'm doing other things the idea of drawing or writing seems appealing #but as soon as i have the opportunity to sit down and maybe start/work on something... #i just feel like... what's the point :| #i don't feel like i have anything to say anymore. I don't feel like i make art that means anything #i know on my last sketch i said i was trying to reacclimate to making ''pointless art'' but. why would i want to #why spend the time and mental effort if it doesn't make me feel anything. it's not going to make anyone else feel anything #and i feel like I'm treading dangerously close to ''well i don't want to make art if it doesn't get lots of views :((('' #but that's not really it. or not entirely at least.... idk #i don't know how else to characterize it except everything in my head feels shallow. #like why would i expect this (whatever it is) to warrant or deserve anyone else's attention. why would i deserve that #what do i really think i can add to the conversation