#i ran a dnd session sunday and i know i could've done so much better but my mind and tongue are like dead tissue

[chewablepebbles]

It's so weird having these hours where I'm getting more and more lucid knowing that I have to go back before long. I'll enjoy it while I can.

#my favorite professor friend is going to find what her cousin uses and has been on and tell me #i am thankful #sometimes it just really sinks in how much of a lose-lose situation this is #i need this thing out of me! its killing me #house md ass problem though. 'you must choose between painless bliss or actually doing things that matter' #like shut the blinds man. let me rot in a coma for a while. cant we find an inbetween? #dont get me wrong. much much better than the topamax #but right now im realizing how much its still taking from me #i ran a dnd session sunday and i know i could've done so much better but my mind and tongue are like dead tissue #i cant stay in this limbo forever