#idk if it's progress or drugs but im glad to not be utterly miserable

[orcelito]

With a combination of medicine, excessive water, and Soup, I am feeling... okay.

Very sleepy. But at least it's not agony to swallow like it was last night. So I'll take it.

#speculation nation #idk if it's progress or drugs but im glad to not be utterly miserable #i just feel kinda crummy. #but i have nowhere to be for all of today. so i can just spend it lounging. #for now ill probably nap. later i might wanna try watching a show maybe. if i can get myself to. #rn i have like... no concentration in my brain lol. so i cant do anything i actually care about. #sleepytired... such is my existence rn... just existing waiting for the next dose of my nyquil... #i did order a care package for myself tho. of dietary supplement shakes. apple sauce. and More Soup. #since. last night even just having the soft mac n cheese hurt real bad. #so im on a mostly liquid diet rn. not the best. but it's better than nothing. #getting lots of fluids... lots of nutrients... trying my best to take care of myself... i am...