#idk if that's a satisfactory conclusion to this post but i'm very tired and want to go to sleep now so good night 🌃💖

[vegancas]

i had a drink with some people after work today while i was waiting for my parents to pick me up, and when i got home i managed to do two (2) different chores despite being pretty tired already that i've been putting off/forgetting about for days/weeks before the effects wore off and i proceeded to just sit there for like 2 hours before finally getting up to have dinner. it makes me wonder if i should try using alcohol to get my boring chores done just like once a week

#but then my dad doesn't know i drink (even though it's only pretty rarely) #and mum thinks it's a bad idea for him to know? #so whatever alcohol i have would have to be hidden #like i didn't finish the can before they got there and i felt weird about trying to give it to someone there like i usually would coz i'm #not at all close enough with any of them so i had to hold it carefully in the car (good that both my parents were there so i was hidden in #the backseat) and then they went out so i could finish it off without them possibly seeing and put the can straight into the recycle bin #idk if that's a satisfactory conclusion to this post but i'm very tired and want to go to sleep now so good night 🌃💖