#if he can get nmj to fuck him under those conditions theres no way he's ever even thinking about anything else

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the thing that makes lan xichen jgy's true love is the fact that he in no way ressembles his dad. Unfortunately this also makes him unfuckable.

#enter nmj with his giant sword calling jgy a miserable worm so dishonorable he has no right to live #it just makes any crumb of approval that much more valuable. now jgy's on the floor begging just to be allowed to sit in his presence #a second with no active abuse feels like a tender caress #if he can get nmj to fuck him under those conditions theres no way he's ever even thinking about anything else #sorry whats that nonabusive sex with my loving soulmate who'll treat me with care and attention and listen to my needs? #unsexy. wheres my stand in father who will make me cry before during and after as i beg him for forgiveness for everything ive ever done