#if this feels like whiny bullshit then you should see the many posts I've written and deleted without posting

[alectoperdita]

I no longer know when anything is happening at work and I can't tell if it's because no one's telling me anything or I've checked out so hard that nothing is penetrating the fog. Both of which are bad.

#personal bullshit #is this burnout or is this lazy motherfucker syndrome? #the deadlines are made up and the sprint metrics don't matter #I have so much work to do and an entire library to rewrite but I will still stare into space like a stupid mofo for two hours min everyday #if this feels like whiny bullshit then you should see the many posts I've written and deleted without posting #it has occurred to me if I just died this stupid project would be someone else's problem wheeee! ngl tempting at this point!