#ik i should focus on my application(s) and showing my true self and all that but it's just hard to not compare

[achingly-shy]

getting to that point in the college application process where i'm starting to realize that everyone else is doing so much more than me and that there's like nothing that stands out about me

#i do sports and clubs and stuff #but it's nothing special #and the rest of my free time is spent reading or watching stuff or rambling on here #and ik it's a hobby or whatever #an interest at that #but it's just idk #ik i should focus on my application(s) and showing my true self and all that but it's just hard to not compare #especially when so many people know what they want to major in and what they want to do after school and i still don't know- #so that makes questions about my passions and stuff harder #anyway that was a vent #geo rambles #might delete later