#im sorry my editor friend bot I didn't mean to disappear
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Guys help...
Grammarly keeps asking me if I've taken a break from writing and for the first time ever it's right. I haven't been writing. The emails feel more and more like a concerned loved one asking me why I've stopped...
Cupping my face and asking what happened, if I'm okay. Wondering if I've lost my spark, if my passion's finally snapped, don't I love it anymore? I want to cry and scream "Of course I do, I never stopped!" but my mouth clamps up, my eyes water, I clench my fists and with trembling hands pinned to my sides I apologized. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." We stand in silence as I sob. Chest heaving, throat coated in mucus, and only a couple choked sobs away from throwing up. They'll tell me it's okay, they've got me. I smiled at them because it's true they always have and I press my palms into my eyes and take a shaky breath. "I'll do better, I'll write more... I'll start today."
#Gramarly I love you please sponsor me#or don't#I'll do it for free#i could lie and say they're the reason i write but they 100% aren't though i will credit them with giving me confidence to post my writing#and seeing as i haven't written anything in like a month I felt really bad getting that email#i don't have gramarly on my phone though and have no other means of writing online atm#im sorry my editor friend bot I didn't mean to disappear
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