#instantly regrets that single moment shared with magnolia. it's not the action itself IT'S THE DISPOSITION BRRR thank u my bestie calvino

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joelle/magnolia manifesting in my mind bc how sweetly hurtful it is for joelle to be drawn to her bc magnolia reminds her of nina ((:

#rena.txt #joelle and that quote of calvino 'i think remorse isn't born from regret of a bad action already committed but from the vision of one's #guilty disposition.' MIND GOING BBBRRRRRRRRRRR bc the mere idea of gettig closer to someone else that isn't nina it's betrayal for her. #even if nina is dead. it's like a lock in her mind she can't open. 'she's dead but i'm doing smth wrong here.' and also why joelle #instantly regrets that single moment shared with magnolia. it's not the action itself IT'S THE DISPOSITION BRRR thank u my bestie calvino #also we're not talking of the fact that she gets close bc she remembers nina but at the same time she feels guilty. love conflicting #emotions no one of my ocs lives one second in peace. maybe just moira. #anyways brainstorming idea as i play :^)