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#is going well. i cannot imagine. i suppose ignorance is bliss but i can't be ignorant when the cruel reality was forced on me &others i kno
holylacydoll
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im just so restless rn idk
#like ive been up all night and im on some meds but not others
#and i just cannot calm down. like. i can't rest and im so angry and nauseous. i want to kms yet i just sit here freaking out
#i hate my life and i hate humanity. i hate living as what feels like not even half a person. i
#im just this mess. im far from the worst. but others have made me worse & now im just this. fcking failed creature that should be dead
#i wish i was dead i want to die i should do it but im a coward
#i hate everything and everyone
#i just want to die and stop existing. i hope there's no afterlife bc i'll probably go to hell but i dont care i deserve it. i want to never
#think again. i want to scream im going to scream and i want to run for miles then stab someone then myself
#hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
#what the fuck is wrong with me god i want to blow my gd brains out why am i like this why is tje world loke thid
#true happiness doesnt exist. it just doesn't. it cant. it's only brief moments of joy between this pathetic misery. i dont trust anyone who
#claims to be truly happy. or maybe it's possible if youre so selfish you can ignore the bad things happening to others if your own situatio
#is going well. i cannot imagine. i suppose ignorance is bliss but i can't be ignorant when the cruel reality was forced on me &others i kno
#even those i dont know. like. being that self-centered to just ignore other's suffering for my own happiness. i couldn't even if i wanted t
#if someone says they're truly happy they must live in a bubble where they block out everything else. bc nobody with any compassion for othe
#ppl could ever be happy from the bottom of their heart. it doesnt seem possible unless you are REALLY sick and/or selfish.
#i need to stop rambling. it's been like 4 hours or smth. but i feel like if i stop typing im just gonna bash my head against a wall or smth
#idk idk idk
#yeah okay i need to stop. shut up shut up shut.up
#ugh ugh ugh
#im going to explode and scream :)
#i just want to die NOW but im a coward so im just gonna try tje same shit i always do
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