#it is NOT helping that i haven't had consistent access to my insomnia meds and am so tired right now

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Starting to think that balancing two jobs, a mentorship program, being a full-time student with four homework-heavy classes, and also just, like, existing as a person might have been a hubristic decision

#guy who beats himself up for being lazy maybe not actually lazy; just adhd and exhausted #the thing is i'm doing a lot of this because it's how i afford existing #and i like my classes! they're just kind of a lot #so it's not really like i can cut any of this. i just need to muddle through #it is NOT helping that i haven't had consistent access to my insomnia meds and am so tired right now #anyways. having a time. doing my best #you know how it is