#it sounds like fuck all to deal with but noooooooooooo. nooo for some reason it's like shooting yourself in the foot

[syrinq]

thinking about how fucking stupid executive dysfunction aka "just not doing it for some reason i cannot pinpoint" is when you think about the hurdles that it doesn't want to get over sometimes

if i didn't live a floor above the kitchen i'd have cleaned up my 🥳 dinar 🥳 right after finishing instead of taking 5 hours

if i didn't have a mug for my daily water intake instead of a bottle i'd be dehydrated in the fucking desert (the lord knows i hate opening and closing a bottle every time i need sustenance)

if i didn't have my tablet plugged in my 🤠 computar 🤠 i'd be drawing even less than once a month

if i didn't have a very clean and nicely accessible trash can within 5 metres of my person within my headquarters you can say Goodbye to the trash upkeep

if i can't reach my most used spaces in my very near vicinity or i have to get up 3 stupid fucking ladders and 5 doors in starfield to get to it, that's a dead zone now 🤓

#sy.txt #it sounds like fuck all to deal with but noooooooooooo. nooo for some reason it's like shooting yourself in the foot #which is why changing these for ease is great but. man. why am i like this #yeah yeah i know why doesn't mean i don't think it's dreadfully tiring and/or stupid and/or nonsensical #i am Unfortunately heavily geared to Accountability and Anxiety #me: oh im not picky #also me: hey i need 5 thousand million small tweaks to this and this to actually not go utterly insane