#its okay though thats why i made a tumblr account LMFAO i can't talk abt anything irl so i just yell into the void here fsdjkl

[piplupod]

my younger sister made a comment over the holidays where she said something like "every time i come home for a holiday, you always have a new weird thing you're really into" (she said this in an impressed way, not a mean way)

and i mean. its true. i've had bnha, fnaf, bill and ted, wrestling, (etc, i cannot remember everything LOL) and several different craft projects/hobbies, all things i'd previously shown zero interest in until suddenly it was smth i was thinking constantly about

but now i feel kind of bad bc this time she's coming home again and i have absolutely nothing new (that i can share w her) and i feel like its expected at this point FDSJKL but i've got ... nothing to show her

#its because i've been on a blorbo fixation LMAO have not stopped thinking about my fictional guys since... september #they've taken up too much brainspace smh #(actually this is a great thing for me bc then i do not have to bounce around from one interest to another in search of spare dopamine) #BUT STILL... i've been wracking my brain all week to try to come up with something in case she asks #i made... a plush doll? i mean he's still a WIP but that's something i guess #also she does get annoyed w my interests HFDSJKL i am not allowed to talk abt my shit for more than ... approximately two mins #before she gets pissy with me for ... having interests and hobbies that i would like to share w Someone. Anyone. sigh !!! #its okay though thats why i made a tumblr account LMFAO i can't talk abt anything irl so i just yell into the void here fsdjkl #so it doesnt actually matter if i have a new thing bc i wont be allowed to talk abt it anyways but STILL. feels like its expected fdsjkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast