#kinda trying to reevaluate what kin stuff means to me in regards to do i really believe in the past life stuff like i used to y'kno

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*punching the floor* i fucking miss my partners man

#they speak #trying to use this blog more. we'll see if i succeed long term #kinda trying to reevaluate what kin stuff means to me in regards to do i really believe in the past life stuff like i used to y'kno #or if it's more just like. i relate a lot to these characters in some way/feel very strongly abt them in a way that isn't just like. #them being a favorite character #bc if it's the latter then i think fiction hearted is probs a better term for my whole deal? but idk it doesn't feel like entirely accurate #either way. i miss gf and beard a painful amount #and richard too but in like. a different way. more of a i don't really feel whole without him so much as i actually want him around #idk! things r weird #either way i sleep now