#lol altough i'm not gonna get 60 anyway but i need to get many

[adore-gregor]

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#the last days everything was so stressful ehh :/ #uni is so much with 15 classes a week :') #and then i have so much homework in two of them #and we have to explain exercises in those lessons #and i don't understand all that because my highschool teacher didn't care enough to teach us stuff #which other learned #i wish i could just at least drop that one class but i need those ects (study points) #lol altough i'm not gonna get 60 anyway but i need to get many #also lowkey questioning my study choice😰 #a professor of us you have all these math classes because you need it a lot for environmental sciences #and i'm like 👁👄👁 #fuck i hate math and i'm bad at it #why no one said that before #also they said we might go back to uni some time? #but the way it is now i don't wanna #still many cases and i don't wanna pass it on to my parents in any case 😩 #also staying at my uni city alone the whole time seems horrible #no nature nearby and i'm just enjoying running sm #and like i can't do anything there because corona #and who knows who of my study people are even there or after all this long time? #i think i'd be so lonely #i don't want to please 🥺 #i won't go to any courses unless i have to #also maaan i miss ski jumping 🥺😢 #and gregors presence through social media 🥺 #he always makes me happy 🥰 #and then such shit with football had to happen #especially now with no ski jumping i have been watching a lot of football and been loving it #hearing that was so sad and like it ruined a thing for me #luckily it looks like it ended well tho