#my blog is tiny my reach is non existent it doesn't matterrre

[knifeprtys]

got these little pink english rose seed packets made to give out at the my sisters funeral

#x #sibling death tw #rainne #idefk if the translation on the back is right dnt @ me #it just looked ✨Dramatic✨ and thats what she'd like #no1 will kno anyways #getting to see her today.. not gonna b good afterwards but i miss her so much i have to #it just felt like she was ripped away from me so quickly and i wasn't allowed to see her after while she was just upstairs in her room #for hours until they took her off #its too traumatic of an experience and a feeling to be left with ukno #my granda keeps saying 'oh but u dnt want this to be ur last memory of her' and its like #buDDY . U KNO WHAT MY LAST IMAGE OF HER WAS ITS NOT FOR PRESERVING #not havin a go at him about it tho i just dont think he fully gets what i saw #alsoooooooo am i saying too much on here #i keep second guessing myself abt it like maybe i shouldn't but no one caaareeessssss #my blog is tiny my reach is non existent it doesn't matterrre #idk why i bothered to scribble out her middle and last name but w/e #venting on here is truly helping me cope a bit ig