#my weird john lennon phase was a prime example of thinking you're attracted to someone when you just want to be them

[patronsaint-ofthedenial]

Anytime I see a photo of John Lennon from around 65 I think about how 14 year old me was looking at him like wow I wish i was him and still thought I was cisgender

#jack's thoughts #idk why 65 to be specific i was like that with just john lennon in general #ig i was in my help! era #yep. probably was #i mean that was before my haircut so i didn't get the you look like john lennon comments #and when people say that they definetly mean like 68 john #anyways yeah i was more oblivious than ever and thought it was a regular cis girl thing to just look at a man and think oh that's me #my weird john lennon phase was a prime example of thinking you're attracted to someone when you just want to be them #me saying all this feels like something people can look at and think oh yep that makes sense that explains a lot #like a piece of lore that will no doubt make you think oh yeah this clicks #anyways i have no right to complain when i get the john lennon thing thrown at me from time to time by unrelated people #i brought this entirely upon myself no doubt. a good chunk of my personality was formed by john lennon #actually that does explain a lot. yeah it definetly does