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[erotica-hooligan]

2020 Fic Roundup

Repost for record keeping

This is the first year I've really been able to do this, so here is my 2020 writing round up. The fics below are largely all rated E. Many of them are in the second person, a few are in first. They contain everything from sweet romance, incest, age play, to very dead doves. Mind the tags!

Original Fiction

Dizzying Rewards

M/M Ficlet, Rated E

A young submissive experiences a new milestone at a play party with his older dominant partner. CW/TW for some under negotiated stuff with the trans character's binder (but no overt dysphoria or distress).

Shore Leave

  M/NB, 3,500 words, Rated E  

A PWP quickie, originally written for Shousetsu Bang*Bang. A young lieutenant in a space military visits a brothel and has a sadistic tumble with a beautiful sex worker. Co-written with my spouse.

Glory in Your Own Ecstasies

  NB/NB 5,500 words, Rated E

 A religious sex worker and a worshiper come together to worship the God/dess of Spring. Co-written with my spouse.  

Fanfiction   CQL (The Untamed)/MDZS (Mó Dào Zǔ Shī)

Love, In Whatever Way I Can

WangXian, 5,000 words, Rated E

Modern AU The five times Wei Wuxian absolutely does NOT have a daddy kink. Or, the unbearable ordeal of wanting to be taken care of by your boyfriend. Co-written with my spouse.  

I Didn't Know What I was Harboring (It's Called Desire)

XiYao, 5,500 words, Rated E

 Modern AU. In which Lan Xichen, after several months of taking T, develops a sex drive that slams head first into his attraction to the very pretty and absurdly clever Jin Guangyao. He doesn’t think there’s anyone in the world he’d rather explore it with. Or, Netflix and Chill. 

Give Me Something to Scream About

   XiYao, 6,200 words, Rated E

 Sequel to I Didn't Know What I was Harboring, things get a little kinkier between the two.  

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

XiYao, 5,200 word, Rated E  

Lan Xichen, Zewu-jun, in bondage, in submission, in deep subspace. Canonverse  

shadows in our hearts XiYao, 10,000 words, Rated T       The ceremony installing Jin Guangyao as Sect Leader is nothing short of stunning perfection, the shared private tea between sworns brothers after leaves much to be desired. Canonverse   contradictions (the only thing i know how to give)   XiYao, 11,400 words, Rated E   Follow up to shadows in our hearts. A visit to the Cloud Recesses. A discussion on the nature of kindness; masks dropped, and words shared that cannot be unshared. Co-written with my spouse.   >

(trembling ever so little) XiYao, 13,000 words, Rated E This is Jin Guangyao without his layers of protection. This is Lan Xichen given the framework to love as deeply as he desires. This is an exploration of little space and a great deal of love. Canonverse, co-written with my spouse.

my love is building

 XiYao, 1,400 words, rated E  

A coda to (trembling ever so little). This is Lan Xichen utterly in awe of the man he loves.  

Dawning Awareness

Jadecest, 3,100 words, Rated E.  

Modern AU. Touch starved Lan Xichen.  

Silent is blue

 ZhuiYi (Lan Sizhui/Lan Jingyi), 7,500 words, Rated E

  This is a story about young lovers. This is a story about lessons in love and bondage. This is a story about Lan Sizhui discovering a piece of himself. Ultimately, this is a story about the many ways you can love a person. (this story hints around Or, Lan Wangji teaches Lan Sizhui and Lan Jingyi how to safely do bondage.  

you always open petal by petal

ZhuiYi (Lan Sizhui/Lan Jingyi), 650 words, Rated E

  Lan Sizhui comes home to the Cloud Recesses. A filthy coda to Silent is blue.    

your eyes have their silence

Lan Sizhui/Lan Wangji, background ZhuiYi, 4,990 words, Rated E  

This is about love that crosses a line but remains tender and precious. An optional coda for Silent is blue.  

funny that they say they belong to one another when one is married

Qin Su/Jin Guangyao, XiYao, Qin Sun/Jin Guangyao/Lan Xichen, 10,000 words, rated E

Qin Su and Jin Guangyao invite Lan Xichen into their marriage bed. Modern AU. A part of the WHAT ABOUT QIN SU collection.

Lessons in Belonging

Lan Qiren/Lan Jingyi, 1,800 words, Rated E

Cultivators joke that Lan Jingyi is the most un-Lan, but that's not the truth of the matter. He's exuberant and playful, yet he's Lan to the bone. Rules are comfortable guidance, and he flourishes under a firm hand. Canonverse  

The Love you Long to See

 XiYao, 1,800 words, Rated E

 Lan Xichen makes a request and Meng Yao attempts to give him what he needs. Modern AU  

Free

  Lan Wangji/others, 1,300 words, Rated E  

Transcript of a Twitterfic for Kinktober Day 6: Lan Zhan organizes a gangbang for himself.

First Jadecest, 2,600 words, Rated E BDSM AU. There is a first time for everything, this is Lan Xichen's first taste of real submission.

Twenty-Three Jadecest, 800 words, Rated E BDSM AU. Lan Xichen's 23rd brithday.

Fifteen Lines XiZhui (Lan Xichen/Lan Sizhui), XiYao, 5,300 words, Rated E BDSM AU. Lan Sizhui takes an important step in his training at the Cloud Recesses.

Twenty, Ten XiYao, 1,500 words, Rated E BDSM AU, Coda to Fifteen Lines. The morning after.

Formation Jin Guangyao/Lan Sizhui, background XiYao, 3,000 words, Rated E Kushiel's Dart Fusion AU. The Lans are trained to obey. Lianfang-zun pushes Lan Sizhui's obedience to the very edges of his limits on his virgin night and Lan Sizhui learns a great deal about himself. (Can be read without context for the Kushiel series).

borderlines of dreams XiYao, 3,000 words, Rated E DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. Modern AU for the EAT ROCKS, TROLL exchange.

A-Yao laughs and gives you a push into the elevator. You almost fall over. "You're drunk, er-ge."

 "Oh, am I? I feel dizzy." You have no tolerance for alcohol.

 The next thing you know, you're inside of a hotel room. There is your suitcase, resting on the rack at the foot of the bed. You're out of your shirt, and you don't remember—

Enough to Go By NieYao, 1,200 words, Rated T Canon divergence. A wedding night discussion. WRITTEN UNDER AN ALT Enough Arms to Hold Tentacle Monster, XiYao, WangXian, Lan Sizhui, 3,700 words, Rated E Humans can only develop their golden cores so far before they need to  seek out an Ancestor to receive their true power. The Lan Ancestor is   benevolent and loving toward its children and particularly the Twin   Jades and their soulmates.

Cauldron XiZhui (Lan Xichen/Lan Sizhui), 5,300 words, Rated E DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. Lan Xichen will bring Lan Sizhui home alive, even if it breaks them both. A kink meme fill. Let Go Jiang Cheng/Wen Qing, 900 words, Rated E Kinktober Day 1: Omorash: Jiang Cheng needs to learn to let go and give up control and Wen Qing forces the issue.(ageplay) Hungry Lan Sizhui/WangXian, 450 Words, Rated E A-Yuan finds a surprise waiting for him when he slides into his fathers' bed. Strange Intimacy Lan Sizhui/WangXian, 900 words, Rated ESizhui likes this, he likes this a lot. Likes the messy heat of  Wei-qianbei's body, likes how he's already been fucked open, how he's  eager for more even after being so thoroughly wrecked by Hanguang-jun.  This is a strange intimacy, they all know it's a queer and complicated  thing, but it's working for the three of them. A secret, sacred bond.

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[wolffyluna]

I have finished the first draft of the Jingyan sickfic, and with it, the last of the WIPs with a distinct place in the WIP queue for my NaNo project of the Fast Fifty-K Fic Queue Clearing (goodness that’s some fun alliteration.)

Now, I need to pick which WIPs to work on next. And why not put it to the vote.

Under the cut is a list of WIPs. nb: some are nsfw.

Originally these had emoji, but discord would not let me copy past them, so tumblr is getting numbers.

No Fandom:

Shit, Let’s Be Santa: Write a lot of treats for Yuletide and the other exchanges that are currently running 

I have as many as several fic ideas that have a surprising amount of outline, but if they ever get finished, they’re getting posted anonymously. If you believe and support deeply weird and self indulgent anon fics, this is the emoji poll option for you

Original Work:

I have an at the moment somewhat vague idea for a romance novel. You know those fantasy novels where people get chosen by dragons to be dragon riders? That, but with unicorns. F/F, enemies to lovers, one of the protagonists is very woobie, and the other is not that far behind in the runnings.

Imperial Coroner:

the f!trans!Jing Yi/Leng Yue fic. Aka the mutual accidentally coordinated coming out (‘I think I’m a woman’ ‘that’s good, because I’m a lesbian and I was very confused’) Probably nsfw?

Jing Yi Has A Good Time. Available in both nsfw and sfw forms, though weirdly enough both of the ideas I have so far are modern American/Australian Aus, so make of that what you will.

Jing Yi has a very bad time. Also available in sfw and nsfw forms 

Jing Yi/Xiao Jinli poorly negotiated breathplay and cnc. Nsfw

Chu Chu/Leng Yue:  She was a girl with deep rejection issues, she was a girl with abandonment issues and sexy lamp issues, do I have to say more?~  Both physical and emotional h/c available! Also maybe pwp, I don’t know! 

The smallpox fic. Because if smallpox is canonically possible, I should take advantage of this.

Nirvana in Fire:

Sappy and nostalgic Mei Changsu/Xiao Jingyan pwp with feelings

Mei Changsu/Xiao Jingyan/Meng Zhi pwp. contains ruined orgasms, if that’s your thing.

Hanahaki AU. Instead of unrequited love causing flowers to take up residence in your lungs, it’s grief. ...it does not help Xiao Jingyan’s political position post-Chiyan that his lungs end up full of petals.

Chiyan survivors, grief, and not being able to show it. 

Liyang, Xie Bi and Xiao Jingrui have a fraught post canon conversation about suicide.

TGCF:

Xie Lian needs to sleep (or well, he can avoid sleeping, but not without cost) and finds sleeping with Hua Cheng mostly prevents nightmares. Hua Cheng doesn’t need to sleep, and sleeping with Xie Lian greatly increases the amount he has nightmares. It takes a bit to sort each other out. Post nightmare h/c

MDZS:

Wen Ning and Lan Sizhui go on a post canon Burial Mounds road trip, and deal with grief and anger.

There are so many rare JGY ships and it is a travesty.

And I also have so many feelings about LXC and ships that it just makes more sense to say ‘I like 3zun, NieLan and XiYao, and I have Ideas’.

MXY! Fic! Featuring themes of agency, and also mxy pov because that is always good

Ningxian, Burial Mounds era Wen Ning accidentally gets stuck because of rigor mortis, and Wei Wuxian has to help him, out, and there is mutual pining.

Lord Seventh:

Wu Xi accidentally poisons himself via a mouth pipetting accident, and is embarassed, ill, and very h/c-able.

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[wolffyluna]

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of  how non-descriptive or ridiculous. send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and i’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs 

I was tagged by @chocochipbiscuit!

(if you would like to do this game, consider yourself tagged!)

I currently only have three or so WIPs. ...and also a weird titling scheme, because I basically just fill my document titles with keywords to make searching easier.

wen ning wei wuxian mutual proxying

hua cheng xie lian celibacy fic*

yriel hc whump

celebrimbor maeglin bitter party animal

*which is a different fic from ‘hearts gift hua cheng xie lian celibacy take ii’, and yes, I have confused myself with those two documents.

But if you want to take a more generous definition of WIP, that includes things that don’t have their own document yet, but do have something that resembles an outline, well...

(nb: some of the below is nsfw)

mo xuanyu and choice

wen ning and lan sizhui and anger

fierce corpse maintenance

jingyan sick fic

hualian Fine line between kink and trigger consensual guro with healing factor

hua cheng and mu qing Have History

hedonic utilitarianism is weird

Fantasy OSHA

I may not have a plot yet, but I do have cultural conventions around names, and that’s all a fantasy novel really needs

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