#nd instead of doing anyth in g I've js t been eating nd gett in g mad at myself for petty shit

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#kris habla #I haven t done shit today nd I feel like such an assholr #like I slept in until 11 nd the only thing iv e really done is eat #I have nt done homework or cleaned up my roo m nd I haven't eve n showered #god I don't. even know how much work I have to do or if I'm behind on anyth in g #all I know is I have a book report nd a speech due soo n nd I haven't done shit for either #nd my art teacher r is checking our portfolios tomorr o w nd I should do shit in my sket ch book #I really don't wanna read nd I have a quiz I have to take some time before Friday #nd instead of doing anyth in g I've js t been eating nd gett in g mad at myself for petty shit #I wanna fuckf. die lmao #I fuckfig n suck at everyt hing I fuckkng hate my classes I don't want to do shit #I hat e all my fuck ing classes #nd I hate all this unnecessary bullshjt I have to do for my financial aid #I fuckk ing asked edgar on Wednesday if he could change the ink on the printer so I could print out some documents for my aid #nd h e said he didn't have any ink so he'd probably have to buy some #but I found a bottle of ink in his room #nd I asked him yesterday if he'd found the ink por casualidad nd he gave me some bs excuse nd asked when I needed it by #nd I said Tuesday nd he didn't tell me shit today bc he probabl y forgot like fuckf in g everythjgng #I dknt wanna fuckign. go to school anymore. eveurbt in GH is difficult nd unnecessary #god I wanna a fuckigng. die #I feel so fuckifg worthless lmao #worthless nd bor ing nd jst generally unimportsnt #like fuc K why am I like this why couldn't. I have been like my brothers or like jesse lmao #everyone likes. jesse she s like me but jst.. name brand #I'm the fuck in fg cheap great value version lmao #god I feel fuckigng awful nd dirt y nd stupid nd I jst. want school to end already so I dknt have any responsibilities #I don't. even have a spring break I'm m gonna be out of the country nd I'm probabl y gonna be fine the first day or two #but the n I'm gonna want to go home bc I hate being out of the house for long #nd I only have one week of spring break so I won't be able to relax #the only good th in g is that I'm gonna be able to see bts lit the day after I come back lmao