#no seriously it's great and big and awsome as project and i know there are people that should be there now instead of me but jeez why-

[pollyna]

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#sometimes i think g thinks i'm a) stupid b) not good enough for this whole project or he wouldn't send me the same audio evrty two days- #-about every single step we have to take over and over again #sometimes i think it's just his anxiety acting up a little bit more and sometimes i know i'm not qualified enough for the enormity of it #and sometimes i just want to bang both of our heads against the first flat surface to give us both a little peace of mind #and sometimes i think too that all of this is a fucking joke seriously who would think that pairing two anxious who took too much pride- #- in their work and constantly have to work through every step they take like at times is a war and at times is a afternoon in a park? #and let's not even going to the if i don't listen now i'll have to listen then but you can ignore most of my requestes bc that's okay #no seriously it's great and big and awsome as project and i know there are people that should be there now instead of me but jeez why- #-it has to be so much #personal~ #i like to rant lemme rant