#not financially though. staying strong 💪

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Friday, April 19th, 2024!

10:35am: Day 4 NC has started! 🥳 Keep going strong! 💪 I'm thinking about him, about why he couldn't be helping me with my bills rn. Financial stress = wanting a partner. Tbh totally rational thought process. Who doesn't want a partner to do adult shit with? Let's be so fr though... Would I want to take him with me to the Jesse McCartney concert tn?

Absolutely tf not. I'd rather go blind and not be able to see the concert, just listening to it. I'd rather show up so late I only see 20 minutes of the end of it. I'd rather get my car towed again from St Pete than have to worry about him having some emotional emergency right before the concert, during it, or afterwards because he doesn't know how to relax and have a good time without some bullshit happening. Literally fuck no, I'd rather do everything by myself for the rest of my life than have someone micromanaging my weekend plans 😴 I'm good, bro. Go do that to anyone but me. He is never satisfied, we'd be there and he would want to leave and go home. We would come home and the would immediately leave. Fuck that shit.

10:59am: Can you imagine finding a guy and moving in with him and he doesn't do a complete 180 on you?? Actually continues to be around you, wanting to go to things with you, and not making you feel like you can't leave the house without him cheating? Can't wait to find a guy like that 🥰 Oh and not having to be his mommy lmao *literally goosebumps at the thought* 🥰🥰🥰 turn up turn up turn up

3:03pm: Day 4 NC still going strong! I can't believe he got so butthurt about me getting my rocks off without him...... When he has a whole ass girlfriend 💀 that's actually crazy. Lol he really blocked me and never looked back, good for him. I'd be mad too if I lost a girl like me 😂 he can't even face the fact that he fucked up so bad, he has to paint me like some fucking slut just to make himself feel better about being a shitty boyfriend. That's crazyyyyy. You let your girl "the love of your life" get away from you and you thought nothing was gonna happen?? You just think time freezes and nobody notices her fine ass?? Crazy ass contradictory double standard having mf. We are not compatible bc he doesn't understand that I'm a 21st century girl, I'm living for me mf not for some mystery future husband that I have to stay pure for or whatever. Bro is still living in 1950 fr, and he still acts like a punk. Grow up. Andrew Tate ass mf. 😂

Day 4 NC complete!