#ok that's enough tagwhisperrambling idk if that's even still what people do over here i had so many absences...

[boyfrillish]

I slept maybe 5 hours last night and because I’m still thinking about the kinds of scenes I wish the game had in the last couple of encounters with Hop, I may have to drabble something to get that bug out of my brain 😅😹 I don’t have the current confidence levels for anything like meta/analysis/etc, I don’t know if I can draw it because I’m so rusty, but silly fluff (soft angst resp. hurt/comfort flavour)? That’s failure-safe, brainfog/ability for words permitting...

No idea if or where or how I’d share but writing for me first still counts

#crystext #oh spirit of fluff please possess me again when I write HopVic at any point in time like you did on my bday for HughNate playground fluff #even if I'll have to wait for my bday this year I'll take that 😹 november is so far away tho... #I still have two unshared HughNate fics because of edit block and another WIP and more I'd wanted to write. here we are w the new otp #there's a lot of old pkmn fics I never shared bc intimidated/anxiety/stuff and maybe we're back to that 😅 #*never posted bc I do love sharing if I have someone to share with but posting is the big duality of wanting to but anxiety addfgdg #anyway like before I have a ton other thoughts but like. i have to go about them in whatever capactiy brain permits #the woes of being (very) late to a media with whichever issues and you're experiencing it very intensely for the first time– #–and don't know where to go with yourself or how to filter all the many reactions you have 😅 #ok that's enough tagwhisperrambling idk if that's even still what people do over here i had so many absences...