#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal.

[godblooded]

like what even the fuck are you other than a piece of shit and a shit writer with all your shit writer bitch friends?

this is a fucking copypasta in the making i’ve finally been sent it this is the pinnacle of my blog.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[listen I’m glad about this frankly I’m laughing super fucking hard. that’s my new gender. piece of shit shit writer with my shit writer #bitch friends. IM LAUGHING SO FUCKING HARD. THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE THING.] #ooc. keepsies. #[lmfao okay this is gold.]

[godblooded]

i am 33 and awake.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[yes 33 is an emotion. yes I barely slept. let’s go get McDonald’s I gotta car to drive.]

[godblooded]

it has been a helluva day but here’s this reminder i love y’all so much.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[ny aunt and I are going through it and I’m painfully exhausted but what is life is not the worst uphill climb. #I want to write but I am literally so ugh it I look at a big glowy screen my brain will melt out of my ears. my cell phone is dimmed so far #it is basically a black screen. kaykay is snoring next to me and I love her. she loves y’all too.]

[godblooded]

super great when you learn you’ve been trying your best and it just isn’t even remotely good enough.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[I am trying to be there for everyone I’m trying to be a good friend but I am also in the process of doing literally everything for my aunt. #I am just trying not to be literally swallowed entirely by my depression. I am trying not to become continuously overwhelmed by spending #more than a collective 10 hours a week in a doctors office. it is almost my fucking birthday and I have tried my best to not think about it #as the worst day. even with the fact that my aunt has a treatment. #I haven’t tutored hs in so long I had two panic attacks three hours beforehand. I’m trying so hard to just….. stay together as a person and #the fact that someone’s upset with me is just…. I’m trying my best???? #I am trying so hard I don’t have the spoons on a good day to even remember to eat half the time/] #negative / #[ not about any of you guys I’m just venting honestly. it’s just. I feel like shit about it but I’m trying so. hard.]

[godblooded]

trans writers are just better at body horror because the trans experience innately sometimes feels like it’s just body horror.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #dysphoria mention / #[we’re just innately superior to cis writers trying to do it you can’t Get it if you don’t GET it ( the horror of being perceived in a way #that you do not want anyone else to perceive and preferable sometimes is the desire to remove your outer casing).]

[godblooded]

bruce isn’t a barbie, an allan, or a ken. he’s a gerard w.ay.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal.

[godblooded]

me @ all of u.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #ooc. katface. #[ 🎶 have I told you lately that I love you 🎶]

[godblooded]

a day in summary. manly air freshener, spot the kk, i’ve become an old papou sitting on a plastic chair on the side of my house with my dogs, that was my barbie outfit (i’m wearing birks).

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #ooc. katface. #[I’m like a New York magic earring Ken thank you.]

[godblooded]

fuck me i will be 33 tomorrow.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[I’ve been awake since 5 am BUT I fell asleep super early so it’s okay it’s not so bad. Mia has a SUPER early treatment tomorrow but #I am extremely hopeful the treatment is helping since she’s felt a lot better/had a lot more energy. Friday I teach again. which is house of #leaves lmfao welcome to hell my boy this is not for you. I reread the first chapter and workshopped it with my friend and it was a really #fun experience a+ should use hol as a teaching tool. I recommend it tho it isn’t light or simple. #I might take a nap?? maybe???? idk I feel weird. neither good nor bad.]

[godblooded]

i love all of you shit bitches. ❤️

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[eventually I have to do shitty bitch writing but write with me shitty bitches.]

[godblooded]

this barbie craze is so awesome i love that something unapologetically feminine has become so fucking in now.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[me super transmasc constantly waving a little pink flag because I think it’s cute.]

[godblooded]

i love all y’all so much. my aunt’s feeling pretty good and tomorrow she has some blood shut. hopefully no transfusion needed. fingers crossed.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[for real new peeps I love you thanks for hanging in and welcome to my blog. #old buddies buddies siblings loves of my life thanks for being here for me today. you seriously helped me get through it🥲 tomorrow is #another day.] #medical / #cancer /

[godblooded]

if i leave with gloria in my pocket tomorrow well i won’t be surprised.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[her connection with Barbara matters a lot to me and I’m gonna cry all the way through Barbie again with Casper tomorrow. my new mega phone #call job is pretty cool actually. and MAAAAAAAYBE just maybe I’m gonna get a first Lego set. if I can. I grabbed a margot barbie because I #want at least one. maybe I’ll hunt tomorrow. okay I love y’all bye bye the 😴 💊 are kicking in and I’m thinking about how Selina Kyle would #kill for (1) hacker and (1) barbie.] #[this is the wrong blog but I don’t care the cat loves Barbara and sombra AND IT JUST MEANS I ALSO LOVE BARBARA. see? it’s all coming togeth #er. ….i’mst0ned leave me be.] #drug mention in tags /

[godblooded]

if i’m suddenly in your inbox yes i am.

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[this is your last warning for the inbox call. also @clawsextended is also me so you may receive a surprise selina.]

[godblooded]

WAIT RAINBOW 🦀

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN???]

[godblooded]

whenever i play ac odyssey everyone keeps yelling MALAKA and i am transported back to being screamed at for saying it when i was 6 because my papou used to lmfao

#ooc. mikkelsen vc: this week on kat valentine's hannibal. #[it’s so fucking funny it means and I quote ‘someone who masturbates profusely’ that’s how it was once explained to me. the greekest way to #say that it LITERALLY MEANS A JERKOFF. IT’S TRANSLATION IS BASICALLY MAKING THE JACKING OFF MOTION AT SOMEONE WHILE THEYRE TALKING. it’s #one of my favorite words next to thaseihesou which legitimately means ‘go shit on yourself’. neatly packaged.]