#overall I hate it here especially since I have to see the psychiatrist on wednesday and he's gonna be a pain

[strawberry-jackalope]

losing my mind again about my car being garbage and this business driving my up the goddamn wall

#I lost the bags to put soap in which means until I find them soap is off the table #bc we don't want dirt dust or cat hair getting in it bc that makes it unsellable #paintings are never good enough for anyone so fuck making those things #candles are time consuming and also hell in general #my ac broke in the car which makes dashing difficult #bc my phone overheats and you can't hear gps with the windows open on the highway #also it's summer here in the south everyone is app ordering milkshakes and that shit will melt in my car immediately #and that means I'll get in trouble and until I get my ac fixed work is meh at the very best #and they want almost 2k to fix the fucking car and we've already put more into fixing the fucking thing than I paid for it #overall I hate it here especially since I have to see the psychiatrist on wednesday and he's gonna be a pain #but I need drugs or I'll really lose my marbles soon #I start school again in two months #if my depressed ass isn't on something I'll be wasting time money and my already shit credit history #not to mention pissing me and tim off bc I'll be failing and on god bro #I just want shit to go right for two weeks #two weeks isn't crazy it's not too much why the FUCK can't anything go right #whatever if you've read these tags what up I'm putting shit on etsy #go check out glass cat emporium and help me not stab my own brains out