#personally my brain doesn't like repetition to a certain degree it gives me like idk

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Can't remember who the mangaka was but I remember watching his episode of Manben and growing strangely anxious and almost angry watching him draw cause he'd draw something and then immediately cover it with white out and draw its over again over and over and over and over like at least 20 times in the same TINY spot

#personally my brain doesn't like repetition to a certain degree it gives me like idk #that strange primal rage and discomfort you feel when you have sensory over load or misophonia #and repititious sound makes me especially furious so the sound of him redrawing was probably what was making me anxious oskdkdkkd #this is such a shit thing to have when you love music because sometimes my ears will hone in on one sound and make me unfathomably angry #like lately i cant listen to funky town cause that repeated guitar riff has been sooo hard to ignore and meld into the song oskskdkkdks