#please just let me bleach the nightmare spider from my thoughts for fuck's sake

[yuureimajo]

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#had a dream two nights ago about a giant fucking tarantula taking up residence in my window #its body alone was like the size of my hand and then it had long bent legs and was all covered in fur #the whole dream was just me finding it and then having an anxiety attack while trying to get someone to help me #woke up shaking and near tears #and i still can't stop thinking about it whenever i let my guard down #and i'm like dude. it was literally just a nightmare. let it go. #and my brain's like no i think we'll keep revisiting it and re-scarring ourselves ok? #and i'm like. do i have a choice? #and it's like. no. #please just let me bleach the nightmare spider from my thoughts for fuck's sake