#promise I didn't mean to worry yalll<3

[coldercreation]

Hi hi! I just wanted to check in and see how you were doing! It's been a while since we've heard from you :)

Hello!!<3

The most hugest apologies for completely dropping off of the face of the planet for a bit!! I definitely should've checked my inbox here sooner, sorry all you lovely people who have left me the loveliest messages, I appreciate you so much! I'm okayy I promise, I feel bad for making yous worry- you're too sweet fr 🥺😭

I really am doing okay though! Been focusing on my health situation (which is great when it's 'focusing' as in self-care, but not so great when I'm unable to stop being anxious about it lmao). But yuh, I've fully embraced self-care and been spoiling myself every day. It's been kinda sweet... :( and such small effort! Been vibing with the end of summer and now looking forward to the cozy season a lot too!

But... Haven't been writing at all awh hahah! Howeverrr as always, these lads and stories are on my mind all the time, so I know I'll be back to writing whenever the right sort of inspiration will come around again. :) Interestingly I have been very content not writing this time around?? Usually I feel very frustrated and guilty if I don't write, but I think this break has been a good one. Maybe I was getting a bit fatigued? Not sure. I mean, I wasn't updating that much at all, but behind the scenes I was constantly putting on this pressure on myself to write and it stressed me out when I wasn't able to match that.

So yeah, the break has felt very... fresh? Think I'll take it one day at a time and see what happens. I know it's boring to wait on the readers side, but hopefully the old updates can bring some joy and entertainment in the meanwhile hahah<3

I really hope you have been well, anon and everyone else who has written to me or is reading this! I'm feeling so optimistic and light despite all the slowly but surely improving health stuffs, and I have this funny buzzy excitement in me when I think about the future??? How neat! :D xx

#I promise to pop in more often!!!!! #I really felt bad when I saw so many messages #promise I didn't mean to worry yalll<3 #I love chatting here so I'm sure I'll be around more now that things are starting to settle here on my end #How are you?? #What have you been up to?? #Come tell me<3