#she also questioned why I; a trans person; would leave Fl because; “Well DeS*ntes won't be in office forever.”

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my mother discouraged me from finding a new psychiatrist today because she tried 4 months ago and found my current one...

#vent in tags #my current one also kept mixing up which medications go to which pharmacy #even though it's “All except this specific one go to this pharmacy” #she kept thinking half went to one and the other half went to another #she also got the address wrong for one of them #I've said at least 10 times during our 3 separate meetings that Only One goes here bc of insurance; ALL the rest go here #I'm there for med management and this doesn't inspire hope #I told her 5 times in less than 2 minutes which one goes to the odd pharmacy #which she wrote down wrong and had to scribble out on an irl piece of paper #I was repeating the same sentence #“Only the (med) goes to (pharmacy); all the others go to (main pharmacy)” #"Only the (med) goes to (pharmacy) #“ONLY the (MED) goes to (pharmacy)” #ffs she needs to learn to listen #she also nearly yelled at me for being upset that my scheduled meeting was changed literally last minute #she also questioned why I; a trans person; would leave Fl because; “Well DeS*ntes won't be in office forever.” #I had to actually tell her that someone WORSE could come along and she said; “Okay true; we don't know the future.” #As if the now isn't bad enough #I shouldn't have to get beaten in the streets for her to understand that I could get hurt #I don't WANT to get beaten in the streets; SO I'M LEAVING #Privilege is TRUELY multilayered #Cis privilege is ABSOLUTELY A THING #She doesn't have to worry about her life-saving medication being declared illegal by a few votes #frfr if I couldn't stay on T; I'd be falling off the top of a bridge #I'd just need to think about skydiving and then... gone... nothing... #I wouldn't exist anymore #my pain would be over #tw parent mention