#she thinks they're a bit on the cruel side rather than flat out evil

[loruleheiress]

“Gods, huh?”

“There is no question about their existence. But they will never save us. No salvation can be found if I were to do nothing but pray and pray. I cannot say I resent them, we are at fault for breaking the power they’d bestowed upon us. Both sides are not without blame. Yet, I do not believe them to be kind. What my people... no, countless generations of everyone in this kingdom had to suffer through. They still ache. I do as well. But, this time for sure things will change.”

#▼–––– { in character } #( #ah yes #dystheism at its finest #she doesn't hate them. she doesn't reject them. she doesn't refuse to believe in their existence #but she doesn't see them in a good light either. #she thinks they're a bit on the cruel side rather than flat out evil #jazz hands the complexity of gods!!!! #and the affect of how the fuck they work on certain characters i play as! #)