#she'd feel guilty and instead of dealing woth that

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I am on mobile but I'm also thinking about Garen and Kat and about how as soon as she gave in impulsively to the tiniest bit of feeling she'd double down on the ultranationalism because her loyalty is to Noxus and that would feel like betraying it.

#she'd feel guilty and instead of dealing woth that #or with her feelings for garen #she'd be angry at herself that after having to fight hard #to regain her status as an assassin and prove herself as a noxian #and a very valuable weapon to the empire #she'd risk ruin that for _something_ #(she won't acknowledge it is affection of any sort ok) #risking everything for a demacian? outrageous. shameful. ridiculous. #eventually ofc she'd relent because that's how the enemies to lovers go aushuahsisdh #but the identity crisis when she's centered so much of herself #on being a noxian and serving noxus #is just top tier for me #* muse: katarina du couteau / THE SINISTER BLADE. #* out of character: the mun / THAT GLOOMY GIRL WHO SIGHS A LOT? #*with #how does one type on mobile idk #also thinking of how long it'd take for Swain to learn #one of his best assassins os catching feelings for a demacian... #uahdishdishf #*is