#shouldn't people my age still have dreams and goals outside of uni/school/work?

[emmyspov]

Sometimes it truly feels like my existence on here doesn't make a difference. And I don't mean this as in "Oh, no one would miss you" - I know I have some friends here who would, maybe. But I am not established enough as a writer or creator of anything really to have my place here. And it's so frustrating because I want that. But I also know it's my own fault. I thought once my exams are done and the semester starts, I'll have more time to breathe and actually do things I enjoy but I don't and like - how do people do it? I'm 22 and it feels like my life is completely falling apart and I am only on this earth to work.

This week was so hard and long and exhausting and today was also so triggering for me but i still have so much work to do and I just know again I won't have time to write or watch something again.

#seriously why is life *so* hard #when does it get better? #does it ever? #shouldn't people my age still have dreams and goals outside of uni/school/work? #i just want all this stress and pressure to stop #but i know i have to push through til September until i handed in my seminar papers and stuff