#so now I'm just an extremely hurt guy who might have just seen the thruth of the universe and is used to being able to heal right away

[imsorryithurts]

My character almost died last TTRPG session. Real tense, but I have to admit, real fun.

#ok so long story short I am a psionic healer in stars without number #using my power usually costs effort which is kinda like spell slots #but I also have a power that allows me to 'borrow' the powers of another character at higher effort #so I was borrowing from the warrior to be more on the offensive because we were getting fucking crowded by jacked up cyborgs #and more keep showing up #but at half health I stopped because if I needed to heal my colleagues at a distance I would need the effort I have left #tense battle even tough we never went lower than half health. also I hadnt slept the night before so it was hard to keep track of the stuff #so maybe it wasnt even that tense it just felt that way because I was so so sleepy #but ok. we manage to escape. I get my effort back and heal all of us to full health. great! #but then I felt a powerful psionic power coming from where we were before #and I try to track it. #long story short. I basically saw god and failed my saving throws so I immediatelly dropped to 0 hp. #from and outside perspectice I just stopped #grabbed my head. bled from my eyes. and dropped dead. #one of my friends had a healing item so I wake up with 2 ho #*hp #great that I'm awake now but I'm at 2hp! not great! so I say ok I'm rolling to heal myself and my DM just says 'nope'. #something blocked our psionic powers. #so now I'm just an extremely hurt guy who might have just seen the thruth of the universe and is used to being able to heal right away #let's hope next session we find out our healing machine back at the ship can revert 'saw what the universe is made of' damage. #but also lets hope it can't because that way I'm just a guy who forgot what long term pain was. and is in so much pain.