#sol keeps being explosive and showing they don't fit in here

[drewsaturday]

paying more attention to how often flulu starts to yell at sol because they're being disrespectful and geranium butts in with his dizzyweed-based calmness like hey :) let's walk it back a little :) and cuts off flulu any time she starts to escalate the situation again for the sake of good parenting aj;lsdkljf

#iwatex tag #playing sol as rebellious which means being mean to flulu :( #but im aiming for the transcendence ending and im kinda thinking about it out-of-game #like damn how much harder would it hit if sol was a perfect soldier super respectful and loyal to authority #and then they just. disappear forever #but at the same time maybe flulu wishing she'd done things differently (ger too!) when no matter what they do #sol keeps being explosive and showing they don't fit in here #maybe they hope all that time sneaking outside the gates means they're alive out there somewhere #but if sol was perfectly obedient... #they'd think sol was just eaten by a faceless #i dont actually know what other people think during this ending and how much info they get #so maybe they do know idk #but ough #i cured the shimmer and im preventing the famine hopefully so they'll stay alive while im gone #but im now imagining shimmer-infected geranium outside the gates looking for their little gooseberry #who's nowhere to be seen #making himself sicker for someone he'll never see again #and flulu losing him too #i know there is an ending where you can run away without it being transcendence so there's a happier ending possible there maybe :( #if you like your parents anyway and want them to find you and visit u sometimes #but aaa