#standing by her side while she divorces apologizing for hurting her feelings bc she wouldn't take my no

[borderlinecatboy]

Everytime I see a post talking about how older sister's have it worse and younger siblings will never experience the pain they have I loose 5 year's off my life.

1, not the trauma Olympics everyone suffers in an abusive household. 2, not every family dynamic is the same.

Yeah you got hurt but I won't let you erase mine because you were too blind to see it

#no this isn't a post where you can debate your feelings either #you wanna do that? You can join the million other posts like that #something something I relate to all 'eldest daughter posts' despite being 10 year's younger #something something I had the black sheep outcast freak r-slur label slapped on me by my own mother AND sister (+ literally everyone I know) #something something my sister has never ever been responsible for me it has always been my grandma who has been the closest to a mom figure #something something I have to be my sister's big sister as per my mother's request #standing by her side while she divorces apologizing for hurting her feelings bc she wouldn't take my no #yeah. sometimes I wish y'all would look beyond you're own dynamics #my sister was a bitch to me a lot til she went to college and then suddenly when i wanted nothing to do with her *I* was the monster #i dunno I'm just pissed bc I keep seeing that all the time and surprise surprise it's super fucking invalidating