#the following tags turned into a rambling blogpost but i think that's fine only like 3 of my followers are active and also human

[davepaste]

my glasses broke in june and i've just been retaping the arms back on every few days

this is going to break me or help me reach enlightenment either way i think im going to find out soon

#davepaste #the following tags turned into a rambling blogpost but i think that's fine only like 3 of my followers are active and also human #my money management skills are awful #but even worse are my “make appointment” skills #im planning on spending my next 2 paychecks on computer parts #for the computer i've been wanting to build and have been saving for like a decade #by the end of it all it's going to be around a minimum of 1500 dollars #do i crush my soul and put it off for another indeterminate amount of time so i can spend 500$ on an eye test; contacts; and glasses? #for the record “saving for a decade” isn't accurate because the only times in the last decade i've had more than 1k in my bank account #it is immediately claimed by emergencies or debt #right now i am in one of the most stable positions i have ever been in #and yet im still somehow paycheck to paycheck #since 2021 i no longer have to worry about being homeless #i could even quit my job if i feel slighted enough #so of course in a situation like this my savings should soar #and i can focus on doing other things that matter #instead ive done absolutely nothing with my time #and my bank account has 45$ combined at the time of typing this