#the worst thing is i know im comfy with that with somebody im alterously attracted to!!! i've felt it!!!

[pheonix-inside]

I am what I'd call a hopeless aromatic bc I am so lonely I want all the cutesy romancey stuff in theory but everybody is icky and I don't feel comfy doing that sort of stuff with friend

#the worst thing is i know im comfy with that with somebody im alterously attracted to!!! i've felt it!!! #but then that person and i drifted apart and either way in hindsight they weren't the nicest person! so! L for me i guess! #and i haven't felt like that towards another person since then #and like thats ok normally im happy with my friends #especially bc im 15 and typically relationships that are even kinda like dating dont last when ur 15 #but sometimes the Lonliness hits #the Touch Starvation hits #i want a person who gets me who i also get who i feel comfy and safe around who i can kiss and cuddle with and go on not-romantic dates #i essentially want a 'romantic relationship' with another aro person #im in my sad girl hours tonight so ig that includes yearning