#then again i miss most things rn tbh I'm just way too tired everyday to participate in various hobbies

[welcometogrouchland]

Emotionally fragile state exacerbated by forgetting to watch my little pony today. Deficit of silly horses is going to kill mw

#ramblings of a lunatic #also a little bit the big gaps between listening to episodes in my tma relisten (which is. sort of? on again? i couldn't stop myself- #-but I'm really Not In The State for commentary rn?) #but also i feel like i need those big gaps because of the just. immensee amount of emotions late season 4 digs up in me #idk! I know i need to finish my relisten before i can move on with things a bit (emotionally and also. media consumption wise) #but also it's just Hard Rn and I'm filled with a lot of opinions every episode and just have no outlet for them mentally #again I'm thinking of like. once I've gotten up to 158/159 listening wise i might comb the transcripts and type up any thoughts i have #because i really miss properly tma posting #then again i miss most things rn tbh I'm just way too tired everyday to participate in various hobbies #that's why mlp is good for me rn i get enjoyment out of it can talk abt it w/ friends and it's something that brings me comfort #but again I'm struggling to do anything that isn't sleep rn #i know things will turn up soon but it's just. not ideal #I'll work through it