#they don't understand why i'm not wildly grateful to them for this wonderful service

[lamentablequeen]

me: auuuuuuugh i wonder why i can only get one or two late assignments done every day

also me: scrambling to keep up with the six new assignments every day, general pandemic stress, and being 2 weeks away from my psych appt

#i am pushing a boulder up a hill but i WILL get there one day!!! #also very much looking forward to the day when i get my meds #would LOVE to be able to focus for longer than 15 minutes #my parents are just like 'oh clearly it's because you're no longer under deadline stress. we should help!!' #and so they created a deadline. and took away some of my stuff unless i finished all of my late work by that deadline #said deadline is tomorrow #they don't understand why i'm not wildly grateful to them for this wonderful service #:\ #i am Yellinge #well! looking back on this one six months later! fucking yikes! i feel so bad for my past self! #so glad i'm on drugs now #adhd? acdc? acnh?