#turmoil and distress for everyone! it's not just juno now jskgbhd everyone can have a little a trauma. as a treat <3

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fleshing out an oc is an emotional rollercoaster i’m ngl. :’ rn with juno it’s like:

 - you r isolated with a manipulative entity that’s turned you into a living weapon

- you have a friend outside of the shady organization enabling all that tho! 

- however you avoid getting too close to them because you’re afraid caring about someone would make them a target for the entity and you don’t trust yourself not to hurt them if ordered to

- you do have another friend, one who grew up in the same orphanage as you and you two were inseparable for years!

- that’s great except they’re the captain of the guard now and therefore your enemy even if they presumably don’t know it’s you bc of secret identity alter ego shit

- it’s clear they still care about you because of their concern for your poor condition on the rare occasion you run into each other!

- unfortunately you’re terrified of getting them hurt or betraying their trust worse than your current job already has so you do your best to avoid actually connecting with them in any meaningful way, only managing to hurt both of you in the process

#this feels. typical of me tbh #i give my boy two friends and it turns into another way to hurt him sgbfdhgb #also just for some spice: the guard friend put the pieces together abt juno being the revenant but is giving him benefit of the doubt #and not turning him in or arresting him or anything bc he's clearly not okay and there's gotta be something else going on #(also bc they can't really bring themself to believe that juno is like. a horrible person now after growing up together) #turmoil and distress for everyone! it's not just juno now jskgbhd everyone can have a little a trauma. as a treat <3 #pat.txt #juno duskrym