#which is the position that i'm frequently in with her since im constantly having to give her money ill never see again

[anartificialsatellite]

Man, am I stoked Christmas is over

#shout out to my brother for leaving almost the entirety of the gifting for the family up to me without saying anything to me about it #thus putting me in the awkward position of having to reassure my mom because she's feeling bad 'for me' #which is the position that i'm frequently in with her since im constantly having to give her money ill never see again #and bail her out of her bad decisions #and she feels bad about it and then i end up somehow having to also comfort her over? #anyway what i really want for Christmas is to not have to shoulder everything for everyone